So, I’ll start off by saying me and my boyfriend are both virgins, so all of this is new to us. He fingers and touches me everywhere. But some reason I’m having a problem with exposure still. When we do all of this, it’s dark and I’m covered with blankets. I’m having a problem relaxing. I always make sure I’m covered because I’m scared for him to see me. He says he doesn’t care but I can’t let it go and accept it. I need help please :( My confidence is nonexistent. I want to be like those who want to be looked at