Looking for encouragement

I am so humiliated. My husbands friend (also my boss) stopped by my house today unannounced. I have been so depressed the past month that I have hardly cleaned anything at all and my home is so disgusting. I’m not trying to excuse not cleaning, but just giving a reference of how long it’s been. My house is the worst it’s ever been (mountains of dishes, clothes, clutter everywhere). I am so so so embarrassed. I don’t even know what to do or say. I just cannot believe that happened. He even commented on how messy it is and said it looks like I haven’t done anything in two months. 😢

EDIT: I’m in my third trimester. My husband has been insanely busy with his job lately. His work has increased significantly because of the virus, and he has to work very long hours. When he isn’t working, he is doing his work for grad school. He does help as much as he can, but it’s limited because he’s so busy.