So I’ve been married 6months. My husband was always making comments about how he didn’t like me talking to male coworkers at work, if I did a little more makeup than usual who was it for? I’ve always taken it playfully. But now he doesn’t want me to walk through a door of a guy holds it. If I do my makeup it has to be everyday if not I’m trying to impress someone. If I talk to my brother in-laws at a get together and laugh I’m accused of being scandalous. I have to look down while at the store. If I look towards a guy I want him. My clothes are to reveling, and I’m very conservative! He yells and me when he becomes frustrated and pushes his finger to my head and calls me a dumb f’k cunt. But not enough to leave a mark, and if it were to leave a mark then it’s ok bc he said no women will shave their head. I’m not allowed to ask questions of what he does or who he talks to. Sometimes he doesn’t come home but it’s ok he says bc he’s back by 5-6 am. And he’s home better than not coming at all. He tells everyone I’m the one who argues and the scratches he has on his arms are me beating him. But that’s me trying to get him away from me. I’m sticking around bc idk if this is common and I really just want a baby even if I’m alone. I hope someone give me some advice on what it is I can do to better things for us or for myself.