Jealous and I don’t want to be

We had a miscarriage and then we did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> to have this rainbow baby that I’m due with in a few weeks

I’m trying not to be jealous of others who are announcing their pregnant now when they’re like ten weeks and not worried about miscarriages. I’m trying to be happy for them but also sad that we went through so much for this baby. I’m also worried welll have to do this again for the second

Please no mean comments just voicing my feelings and being real.