I had a miscarriage in October 2019. Me and my bf have been trying since to get pregnant again. We’ve been so hopeful this past week. Today I start spotting...I know I’m not pregnant now...

I just want to know how is it people can complain about their kids when there are people like me begging god for one and how some people can get so pregnant so easily without even trying or thinking about wanting a kid.... yet I’m begging god and preparing for the day and I am dissapointed MONTH AFTER MONTH!!!!!

My heart can’t take it anymore. I feel like such a failure. I hate my body...maybe I’m not fertile enough....what if I never get pregnant (yes there are other options but I want mine, from me).

I can’t take anymore....I just want it to stop...I want the heart ache to stop...

Please don’t take ur kids for granted bc there are people like me begging to have what you have!!!! Hug them tonight