It's getting to the point where I'm adding a post to this group every day about the same thing... i literally dont get why i cant be happy. Being stuck in this house is making things so much worse.

I really do understand that there are people out there going thru way worse things than me but that shouldnt mean that what im going thru doesnt count. It's gotten to the point now where I really just wanna vanish. Not kill myself but just disappear for a little while and try again later. Like put life on buffer and wait until the wifi speeds back up again.

I would do therapy because my parents offered it to me when i told them about being diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Now they keep telling me that I'm not the only one with problems so I need to get over myself... i literally feel so alone