F*ck my life

First off. My plan is to kick him out in the morning. But here the story. I'm just so pissed and feel betrayed. And this is long.

My bf and I have been together 14 months. We met at my old job where he still works. Before I left there and before we got together he dated one of our coworkers. No biggie. After I left we hit it off and we started dating. He met my kids stayed with us everything. (Kids knew him from coming to work with me a couple times so he wasnt a complete stranger) well 2 months in I found out I was pregnant. Yay. My lease was coming to an end so he decided let's buy a house. So we did. Everything was great. He works his ass off so I could be a stay at home mom. Well our son is now almost 4 months old. We got into it last weekend cause I felt like I was still a single mom but with 3 kids. We talked thru it and it got better. So heres where it gets rough. Hes always saying that his ex that he works with gives him the cold shoulder and they hardly talk. Last week he had to run out of town for work to deliver a car he worked on and low and behold the ex was going with him. I told him I was uncomfortable with it. But he still went. Came back in 100x a better mood then be left. 🤔 tonight his ex wife from 2 years ago contact him cause her stimulus check went to his bank acct cause neither of them had filed yet. Apparently it messed up his head. He got drunk. Like right now hes passed out on floor of the bathroom drunk. I grabbed his phone when I was helping him come inside. I felt it vibrate. Exwife was texting him. And the ex was texting him. He told them he misses them both and wants that companionship with apparently we are missing. Guys. This fucked me up. I dont have a job. I stay home. We just had sex the other night and he didnt pull out cause he was saying he wants another baby. I get it that he was prolly drunk texting but a drunken kind speaks a sober heart. I'm done. I am so done. I'm not gonna sit around and get played. We already talked about if we were to split I was keeping the house cause the kids. And he'd pay the bills instead of child support. Works for me. But honestly I'm so distraught over this. I thought things were going good. I am gonna confront him in the morning. Get my kids and leave and tell him he has 3 hours to get anything he wants out of there. He will still get to see our son. But hes exclusively breastfed so hes not leaving my side. So now I gotta start trying to find a job and a sitter for my kids. I have 5k saved up from taxes and the stimulus check. It wont last long with 3 kids home 24/7.

If you read this thank you. I just needed to vent