Failed all my classes

Hey yall, so I'm a college sophomore and I just failed all of my classes. I was doing well until they went online and I was stupid and didn't ask for help until it was too late. Now ill have to retake them. I'm a really good singer and my passion is musical theater I've put that on the back burner to pursue my academic classes. I'm thinking about taking a break semester where I do classes in the arts and just work full time to support myself but stay in school. I really need a break. I've been having a hard time with memories coming back from a past traumatic assault as a child. And I often don't have any motivation. I enroll in classes with so much motivation doing so well and end up dropping the ball. I don't want to get kicked out of my school. Can anyone please give me some advice if you ever flunked a class or failed out of school? I don't know what to do im at a really bad place in my life and I feel worthless I failed.