Pregnant before first period after loss and terrified.

I got a faint positive 9 days past ovulation and it’s gotten slightly darker in day 10 and this morning on day 11. I had a miscarriage in March and a miscarriage this past October.

I’m so terrified about losing this pregnancy. I haven’t told my husband I’m pregnant because I want to try and wait until the 8 weeks ultrasound at the end of May and see a heartbeat first-he had such a hard time with our losses and continuing to try has been a source of tension so I don’t want to tip the scales.

I’m not sure what I’m looking for by posting besides just knowing others will know how I feel and it’s nice to say “out loud” how scared and hopeful I’m feeling. This will be the longest month of my life and all while being stuck home!

Anyone else get a BFP recently?