Just need somebody to tell me if I’m stupid to be sad.

I am found out confirmed today that I’m having my 3rd miscarriage, and my husband asked me how it went when the dr called. I told him that I had lost it and started to tear up. He said “don’t freaking cry. I’m relieved that we won’t be having another kid to take care of. It’s not a big deal and nobody fuckin cares. Get over yourself you stupid drama queen.” He said I’m not even far along enough to be considered pregnant (6weeks). Is it stupid to be sad? I feel so alone. I didn’t even tell anyone except him that I was pregnant so I have nobody to talk to except him and he’s so mean about it every time I try.