ANOTHER one of my close friends is pregnant. 5 girls in the span of 2 months. I feel so sad and discouraged. All I want so badly is to be pregnant and to have my own child so that I can show them the world and love them so so hard. I want to cry thinking of another woman being pregnant and not me. I know it’s so selfish but gosh my heart hurts so badly. Seeing all these positive pregnancy tests, ultrasounds, heartbeats, baby bumps on social media just makes it hard. I enjoy seeing how happy they are and I enjoy seeing every bit of the pregnancy journey because it’s so beautiful and I desperately want to be apart of that. I do feel happy for my friends I just feel sad for myself. Sad that no matter what I do I never get pregnant but for everyone else it just seems so easy. I want to just melt down and cry. I pray and pray I get my miracle one day...