Single..

After being with someone on and off for 7 months I am single again.. He broke up with me every month and blamed me for everything. I am not perfect and I know I have faults but I accepted all his faults. It hurts but this time when he left I felt relieved.. He was physically and emotionally abusive as well. There were times I tried to fight back and didn't go well at all.. He will come back and I want to be able to say no this behavior is unacceptable and he doesn't deserve my love at all. I have put up through more than I should, never left and always had hope it would change. It only has been a couple days but I will feel lonely sometime soon and don't want to fall back into another bad relationship just because I am alone.. Finding someone is hard and I want marriage and kids as I am 26 so I don't have all this time to waste on a piece of shit..