I am 18 and my boyfriend is 21. He does Lsd. I knew that when I got into a relationship with him. I thought it was something I could deal with. But now it's so much more difficult. I don't like that there are days when I'm told not to call or text him. I don't like that if I need him he isn't going to be there. And the entire day I sit and wait and it's so difficult. I wonder what he is doing (not cheating lol, he wouldn't. But just that he is safe) I understand I can't change someone. But I love him more than anything in the world, I just don't know how to move on from this. I'm not experienced with drugs, as in I have not done any. And I have thought about doing them with him, just to understand why he does it. But he has told me in the past that Lsd is something he does alone anyways. And apart of me doesn't feel like I should do them when I truly am content without them, it could lead to an unhealthy habit. But Idk what to do. I don't want to talk to him about this and make him feel bad. It would just hurt him. He also told me that Tuesday was going to be one of his Lsd days so....now what?