So I don't really know what its like to like someone like romanticly. And I was dating this girl for a few months (first time I've ever dated) but when quarantine happened my phone broke and I could get int ouch with her for a while and when my phone finally started to work again I got a text of her wanting to break up and I was upset but I wasn't heartbroken. Is that normal? But at the same time a few days ago I got a text from one of my childhood best friends we've known each other for most of our lives and I started crying? For no reason? Like I was that happy. I don't know of it was because I was missing her because its been so long since I've seen her. Or because I like her because (she has a boyfriend) and my chest hurts when I think or see it on her Instagram when she post pics or her and her BF. Is it me liking her? I'm so confused because I've only recently learned I'm bi like only about 10 ish months ago. Help??