Have you ever gave a guy you were talking to so money because he asked and didn't seem like he was going to screw you over and you thought he was cute. Well I just did that shit. 🤣. He said he will pay me back on Wednesday which I feel like he will because 1 I know where you live. 2 I know where you work. 3 I just don't think he will fuck me over which is normally where I go wrong and I just feel so fucking stupid.

On top of that. Iv been bleeding for now 47 days. I don't feel good. Probably from loosing alot of blood. Lol my emotions are for real all out of wack. Dark thoughts. Idk what to do. I just wanna fucking cry. Crawl into a hole and just be forgotten. Like on some real stuff you guys if I did not care about my mom and dog so much right now. I would kill myself all jokes aside. It's gotten to that part. I feel anxious like almost every second of the day unless. I'm smoking my 🌲. I need help. And don't know what or where to start or do. I have no insurance to even get the help I may really need.