I did a post in April and I talked about my mom and dad and sisters and how I was raped and I stayed with a friend and I told my dad that I might be pregnant and he lost it and knock me out I thought he was mad about my mom dying but I wanted advice on who o should stay with and I stayed with my friend but they kick me out I don’t know what to do I want to go back to my house but my sisters say he got worse the said he destroyed all of my mom stuff and he was coming for my room but they stopped he I’m scared this wasn’t the first time he hit me but I just let it go it’s the first time I got knocked out I’m still having really bad panic attack that make me pass out I think I’m an addict like my mom o never stop using I need all the thoughts to stop and nightmares and the one about kms this might not make since I just needed to say this