Woman's Libido/ Oxytocin Nasal spray

Ok ... So in Oct of 2018 I was put on Lexapro for my panic disorder...... We bumped it up to max and I road that wave for Id say nearly 9..10 months

I put on weight... Whatever I dealt with it But It killed my libido

Never been a "horny" person to begin with but I mean I at least felt like a girl and would have spouts of excitement etc ... We slowly took and tapered me off and here I am

Well over a year later and still Nothing its like that part of me inside is dead So I did some digging and Found Oxytocin nasal spray but am afraid sense I know no one whos ever tried I have tried supplements and herbs to "help libido" and none work does or has anyone ever had same experience Im 38 yrs old.... I was referred to some "specialist" But thats been halted till Covid slows or god willing stops