Should I insist ?

I’ve been quarantined far away from my SO. It’s been 2 months.

Since this began we’ve texted/called/ FaceTime everyday until two weeks ago. Our conversations started to become more and more monotone and less frequent. This week I noticed him even more distant , cold and not himself with me. I asked him if he was ok, if he needed anything. He responded that everything was ok and that he was not distant at all but his actions speak louder.

I’ve had this feeling of uncertainty, sadness , bad vibes , strong intuitions that don’t let me sleep. I’ve only slept 3 hours the past 48 hours because of all the emotions I’m feeling. I’ve cried and prayed like never before. I don’t want to bother my family with this because I don’t want them to worry or call to confront him because (that I know of) he hasn’t done anything wrong. Still, I am hurting deeply. I feel like I’m losing him , like this is the start of the end, I feel that any moment he will give me bad news. Every time I here my phone ring I cringe.

I guess loving someone so much is not healthy but here I am.

Should I insist and talk about what I’m feeling or should I let it be and wait ?

If you have any advice please share them.

Stay safe everyone!