I know it’s probably partly the hormones but I feel so alone in this pregnancy. Me and my child’s father aren’t together but we live together and he would rather go out and he with other females and his friends than to be with me. We’re supposed to be on a “break” rn but I don’t know that it would be like this. He’s starting to stay out and spend the nights with other females. He says he’s with his friends but I know him and I know he’s not spending the nights with friends. He’s using them to have girls stay the night with him. It’s making me feel less pretty. I’ve secretly been going through his social media and he’s been talking to these pretty light skin/mixed girls with pretty eyes and curly hair. I’m the complete opposite. I’m brown skin, with thick course hair and regular brown eyes. Sometimes he makes the comment about how I should do something to my hair or how I look different because of the pregnancy and I asked if that was a good or bad thing and he responded “bad” that my face is getting fat. And I’m in a new state away from my family and friends so I feel like I have no one. I just sit in the house all day/night by myself. I wanted to experience a happy pregnancy but I feel like it’s been taken away from me. I wish I would have just stayed in my hometown 😔