I recently found out that I am pregnant with my second child. I was on birth control, but somehow it still happened. Heard of stories of it happening to others and never thought I would be part of that statistic. I was on birth control because I was not wanting to get pregnant right now. Maybe in a few more years, but as time was going by the less I wanted a 2nd child.

I just had my first child December 2018. My husband is excited about the new baby but I am not. Like is it okay to feel that way? Feeling sad and depressed. I don’t want to be pregnant. I’m sad for this baby growing in me at the fact I feel this way towards it. I have not shared the news with any of my friends nor family.

I just never thought I would be feeling this way. 😔

Please do not bash me or lecture me on the many women dealing with infertility issues.

I just wanted to vent...