Going crazy

So i took 2 tests yesterday from clear blue (walmart only had those at the moment. Apparently everyone else is taking tests also 🤷🏻‍♀️) im going to keep buying but this time just pink dye tests only. But anyway i took these and this happened.

Im still not fully convinced. I really do feel afraid because I’ve already lost 2 pregnancies 🥺

One was a ectopic and the other was a miscarriage i had on 4/4/20... so not too long ago. I miscarried and everything looked good to the doctor and no need for any procedure. My hcg levels were super low. I took a test also 2 weeks ago and it was a BFN. Took one on Thursday, very faint and yesterday i took these. Im just really really afraid if i am cause like i said I’ve already lost 2 and one of them really recently. Im afraid this is like a joke my body is playing on me... idk why im waiting any moment for those lines to fade any day. I just don’t want to get too excited...

4/7/20

Yesterday