Encouragement

I was doing great not even thinking about where I am in my cycle and patiently waiting out the 2 week wait. Until I had pink tinged cm this morning and a small bit of spotting. I checked my app and I’m 10dpo. now I’m just sick to my stomach thinking I’m going to get a period for Mother’s Day. Which I know that’s the most negative and pity party thing to think, but it also got me thinking, my husband made the comment a few weeks ago that I live and breathe having another baby. Which is why I’d been not super analyzing and relaxing about the whole thing. now I’m just so sad. Disappointed. Discouraged.

It’s so hard to not think the worst. The miscarriage in February really messed with my mind. And April marked 1 full year of ttc.

I guess I just need encouragement and someone to tell me how to not get so disappointed if/when a period comes again.