[Sad]

Ok so here's a little bit out me, I'm 18 going to be 19 I have depression I struggle with suicidal thoughts and I recently got in to a relationship,

recently I've been really struggling with suicidal thoughts and wanting to cut and just thinking about my boyfriend going back to work makes it even worst I know this might sound selfish but I don't want him to go back to work yet I want him to hug me and hold me and tell me everything will be ok but he can't I wish I could see him but I can't I wish my graduation was here already so I can move in with him and not having to worry about my mom getting mad at me... I wish this could shit would just fucking go away already so I can see my boyfriend I miss him... And I want these suicidal thoughts to go away... 😭😭😭😭😭

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