So I haven’t seen my boyfriend in almost 4 months due to lockdown we are long distance he lives two hours away so we haven’t seen each other due to the tight resurrections. However the other day Boris said that they have been loosened and that people could travel however far in car to be with 1 other person outside there household as long as it’s 2m apart. My boyfriend has been saying for weeks as soon as it is loosened he is coming to see me yet now he has changed his mind saying he isn’t safe to be near me because I work in a care home and that he doesn’t want to be near me but yesterday told me he was coming to see me so we could have a picnic together 2m apart of course I have done all my tan picked out my outfit bought all the food and drinks and he has just changed his mind. However when lockdown was at its tightest restrictions he was still seeing his friends to go smoke weed with them and will probably be with them all of the time now yet won’t make time for me. I feel upset and abit betrayed is this selfish