sad ☹️ ...

anyone else feeling upset over everything we’re missing out on... I want to go out and wear cute clothes that show off my beautiful bump, I wanna take maternity pictures, I want to go out on cute dates with my husband before we become a party of 3, I want to go to the store and shop till I drop with baby stuff... I want a baby shower 💔😔 I am the type of person that LOVES baby showers!! This is my first baby but I’ve always loved going to showers and showering the mommas to be with gifts, love and excitement for their babies. Now that’s it’s suppose to be my turn finally, all I want is to be showered with that same love and excitement. I want to share my excitement with my friends and family. I never pictured my first pregnancy to be like this. I can’t help but feel upset, frustrated, and not to mention unprepared! Baby boy and I move on to the third trimester tomorrow and I feel like I’m so unprepared compared to other people that I’ve seen. I’m so excited to finally have my baby boy in my arms in less than 3 months💙 but I just wish the world was in a happier place. I know there’s things happening to other people that are FAR worse and unfortunate than me not being able to have a baby shower or take maternity pictures, but this is important to me. It’s such a special time in my life that I wish wouldn’t be coming to an end like this. Sorry for the major rant but I just needed to clear my mind😔 I’m sure I’m not the only one feeling this way and my heart, love and prayers are with every single one of you beautiful mama’s that are feeling the same way ❤️ we’re almost there!

If you’ve made it this far into my rant 😂 comment your due date and gender below 💙 if you’ve picked out a name for your little blessing feel free to add it if you wish🥰 I’ll go first!

My baby boy, Mateo, is due August 5th 💙