Lonely

Do u ever feel lonely? I feel like when i got married im far away from faith. My husband is a very religious man. But he put evrything to Allah swt. Even making me happy. He thinks that he doesnt have to put effort to make me happy he just let Allah do it. I miss having deep conversations with someone. But ive never had with him coz he is not a good listener nor he doesnt know what to say. He loves to give bad jokes coz he think its funny. I tried to talk to him a lot of times but nothing he just make me agrier. Sometimes its best when we dont talk at all. I miss not talking to ppl when they know how i feel without me talking. Just fall asleep when both knowing how we feel. Am i wrong? Do i really have to put everuthing to Allah without doing anything? Have u ever feel this way?