My stepdad passed away yesterday in a car accident. He never even got to meet his granddaughter who is turning 6 months tomorrow because of the virus. I can’t think straight. Even though he was my stepdad he completely replaced my biological dad who was never there for me.

I can’t sleep nor eat. I’ve never had someone close to me pass away. I can’t even go to his funeral. I keep replaying the phone call over and over again in my head. I had just spoken with him the day before that. How could this happen? I’m so angry and empty.