Just need to vent. My husband has always been of the “let’s not actually try and just stop using condoms and see what happens” mindset, but I want to actually try for a baby. He has always know that this is how I felt and I was the one who compromised. I finally gathered the courage to talk to him about my feelings, and he overreacted by acting like i ruined his day by bringing it up. I felt like I had to walk on eggshells... ugh. Of course now he’s saying he doesn’t want to have a baby any time soon because of the virus (I think he was just using it as an excuse tbh) and that now he wants to use condoms again “until things calm down in the world”.

I obviously can’t force anyone to have a baby with me, so I’m the loser in this situation. I just feel really really sad right now.

Thanks for letting me vent y’all.