Please help

A little back story I suffered a huge loss in 2014. My daughter died in my arms 17 hours after birth and I’ve had 3 painful late miscarriages since. My partner and I gave up on having a bio child and chose fostering. We have fostered our daughter since 3 hours after she was born. She’s 3 years old today. I’ve been so nervous to test and I’m 3 days late. I cant even bring up testing to my partner he gets so cranky lol this afternoon I finally snuck away to test. What do you ladies see? Could it be ? I will be testing first thing in the morning.