Sex PP

So how’s everyone’s sex lives?😭😩I’m going to be 3 months pp on Friday and we just started trying to have sex last week and have not succeeded. We use lots of lube but it’s still painful once he’s inside and I feel so bad every time 😭He doesn’t give me a hard time about it or anything I just hate that it’s taking so long for us to be able to enjoy sex. I always thought I’d be right back at it 6 weeks pp but it’s taking so much longer than I thought :( I got an episiotomy and internal stitch and I think the internal stitches are what’s causing the pain but who knows. Just wondering if anyone else is going through the same thing 😩 I miss sex and enjoying it lol I want to satisfy my man and have rough sex like we always used to but I’m sure it’s going to be a while 😢