Hot girl summer

So my boyfriend and I have been dating about a year and two months now. I love him and I don’t want him to not be on my life, but he is a senior and he is about to graduate. I am a junior. He is only going to be 3 hours away next year, and I think we could definitely last through college. However, I’ve also just been wanting to reach out to other boys lately.

I don’t know why I just want to be able to get to know guys. I wanna be able to hoe around a little bit. I’m only 17 and it terrifies me that I might never have a relationship with anyone else and only this guy. I love him, but I feel like it’s wrong to think like this and still date him. I need advice. I don’t want to hurt him he’s truly an amazing guy.