I’m just cut to the chase. Hey guys. So I have 3

Kids. All under 8 years ago. I’m overwhelmed because I always have my kids. My parent watch them and so do their dad. But the grandparents are physically unable to health problems. My mom has a health condition to where she watch them for a few hours until I get off. But how I grew up made it hard for me to trust my family or people. How do y’all deal?