Help please :(

Leah

I literally can’t take this nomore... I feel like I don’t no how much more I can take I try so hard everyday to get on with it. It’s just the sam emotionless boring days I don’t enjoy anything nomore I don’t even enjoy being with my friends or my son I just want to be alone and even when I’m alone I’m not happy.. I’m just not happy nomore and I don’t no what to do I miss being happy I miss being the old me.. I see a therpast but with all this going on I havnt seen her... and I don’t find her much help either she seems to just brush everything I feel off and is more concerned to if my son is looked after !! (Which trust me he is I have amazing family support and he’s one spoilt we boy lol) but I feel like this is the end for me ..