Another friend...still not me

3 years and nothing to show for it except several baby showers for other friends. It’s never going to be my turn again and it’s just time to accept it. I am broken and my ability to have children anymore is no longer a possibility.

When I was young it was super easy to get pregnant. Now, it’s impossible. I just wish it would stop hurting so much every time I see others with their news.

Can the pain just stop? I want it to stop! 😫😰