Sex dreams about girls but only one way

I don’t think I’m bisexual and I know I’m not a lesbian but I have sex dreams about women eating me out or scissoring each other. I know this isn’t a big deal but then in the dream (or even when I think about it when I’m awake) the idea of ME going down on another girl grosses/freaks me out. Not in a “girls are gross” kind of way, but just because that isn’t my thing!!

Is this weird? Anyone else ever have dreams or feel like this??