Getting a bfn 9 dpo

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I’m 3 days from my period and I know the telltale signs that my period is coming on. Cervix has falling,bbt has fallen, pooping more and thigh cramps. Two years ago today I found out that I was pregnant. I was hoping I would become pregnant again but I know I wont be. Its a defeating feeling. I just want to sink under my comforter and hide the whole time af is here!