I need to be honest! Please fuss at me!

I was diagnosed with GD at 30 weeks. I am 37 weeks and 5 days today. I will be honest I was in denial and was told I could do this with diet only and that’s what I did for about a month checking my sugar everyday and eating healthy. Well these last few weeks I have just given up. Not checking my sugar and eating pie,ice cream, brownies and just craving all the sugar. I need y’all to fuss at me tell me how terrible I’m doing to get me back on track! Please