I cant get a test right now due to lockdown

Okay, I took expired pills for a month, not knowing they were expired. I started taking them April 10th for 28 days. I'm now 3 days late for my period. I only had sex once on May 2nd which would have been my ovulation day. I've been having pains in my lower left abdomen, a little like period pains but I haven't bled. I'm very in tune with my body and I dont feel right. What's the chances of me being pregnant? Please dont comment "you need a test" because I cant get one yet due to lockdown.. I'll be honest and say we arent ready for a baby, so this would be a really bad time.. but I dont feel like I could have an abortion. My OH is very stressed that weve messed up.