stick and poke gone wrong!!

so i got this tattoo which is supposed to say darlin (i gotta fix the letters) but the first time i did it i ended up doing it backwards because i did it in a mirror so the second time i did it i had to retrace over it trying to cover up the letters

(that’s the reason i added the heart was to cover the letter d) but i used a sterilized needle from a tattoo shop and tattoo ink but i went over it so many times it made it so raw but i think its getting infected now😬anyone know what to put on it/do?

update: i didnt ask for you opinion on how it looks, it’s not near finished and doesn’t look great right now, but thank you to everyone that tried to be nice and help! i have been cleaning it twice a day and have been putting antibiotic ointment on it that i had left over from when i got my belly button pierced, it’s still bruised and scabbed but it’s definitely healing.

updated picture: