I'm 9 days late?!

Tayla • Stay strong inspire on😘

I am 9 days late. I have pregnancy symptoms. I took a test today n came back negative I'd go to my mom or girlfriends sadly I'm a loner my friends r blowing me off and my mom died 2 years ago. I just need girl talk. Let me know I'm not crazy for wanting 2 red lines on a test even tho my boyfriend and I aren't planning on a child rn. Can y'all give me baby dust? I have always wanted to be a mom ..