I can't wait to meet my first girl my Amelia. But I'm so much more nervous for my 3rd c section then I was for my other two. I have this anxiety that something is going to go wrong during the surgery. Or I'm going to lose my baby. I never really felt this way with my boys. I have always had rough pregnancies. But this time around has actually not been so bad despite the 41/2 months of vomiting all day everyday. My blood pressure has been stable no swelling and signs of preeclampsia so far. So why am I so nervous😭😭