Life hasn’t been the best lately a lot has changed in my life. I’m happily blessed with a son that will be 2 soon. I was happy with just one child and didn’t want anymore at all. My experience giving birth was a nightmare and that’s what mostly made me not want more kids. Anyways I found out I’m currently pregnant on 5/18/20! I kept going back and fourth for reasons to keep the baby or not. I finally decided to keep my baby mostly because I just can’t bring myself to kill my own child. I’m terrified and I’ll being going through this alone since the dad and me aren’t together anymore. It feels so right to keep my baby and I’m hoping with time I’ll get more excited.