So stuck

Hey so My baby is currently 7.5 months old and my baby’s dad comes over and looks after her. He ALWAYS makes me feel bad for “acting weird” when I’ve told him I can’t see him and I together anymore. I just can’t handle him he always makes me feel like shit. I only have him here to help with poppy- nothing else. He said to me “am I just here to babysit” ummm you can’t BABYSIT your own kid?

Anyway I’ve tried to make it so he doesn’t come here, he had her for a few hours and that was fine... he just tries to make it about us but it’s not us anymore. He always tries to pull my pants down “to massage me” but that’s the only place he “massages” AND I’ve said no. He said he’s “still trying for us” but I have told him so many times :( fuck just makes me feel guilty