Ranting

I feel like a bad mom i breast fed so my child is always latched on to me it feels like and wish I could just take a break. I’m so tired I know having a baby meet sleepless night and crying and so much more but my spouse doesn’t really help out with the baby at night so it’s all on me the they leave for work and I’m home all day with her the only time I get to myself is when I take shower and even then sometimes I have to take a rush one. I know I shouldn’t feel this way but I do I just need a second to get my head together