A little Poem for my princess..

As I lay here,

Hands pressed to swollen skin.

Feeling ridges and bumps,

Never before experienced.

I wonder,

Who will you become?

When our hearts no longer share space,

And I must carry you on the outside.

Snuggle your fragile form against my skin.

So stay safe my little one,

These moments are fleeting.

But I will always remember.💕

I haven’t written many poems recently, usually most of my poems are written in sadness or extreme emotion, but this morning laying there feeling her roll and kick, I felt like writing a little something to the baby I love so very much...

I think back and remember how scared I was those first 14 weeks. After losing an unplanned pregnancy at 19 with my ex, and over a year of trying with him with not even a late day I really began to believe I was suffering from some form of infertility!

3 months of trying with my now fiancée and we were blessed to conceive completely naturally this baby girl. 💕 although I hate being pregnant and I’m struggling hard with body image issues, I know she is so very worth it.