My TTC journey coming to end this week.

I haven’t been in this journey for long. I started on June 2018. Started thinking it’s nothing but couple of months trying. Then diagnosis of low AMH hit. 💔iui, 💔1 FET, now 💔 2nd FET. Waiting for 2nd beta and 3rd beta were worst day of my life. I have survived other stress in my life but nothing compared to this.

I am kinda relieved today knowing it’s ended. I have solid support system in my life. My husband , my parents and my sister. Not knowing is worst. I think I cried for 2 days ahead for heartbreak today. My head is not clear to think what’s next but no more IVF. I am not emotionally , physically or financially ready for 3rd IVF. For those who search low rising beta in this app for future I am posting this as reference

First beta 7dpt 121

2nd beta 11dpt 303

3rd beta 13dpt 383

Ultrasound 20dpt to identify may be ectopic or may be blighted ovum. Not sure.

If it doesn’t double , there is high chances it won’t end up good. Save yourself and start preparing with some healthy grieving techniques. I will sign off now from this app, might check here and there to track periods but will need to get back by life. I would like to thank all of you for support and I wish you all have strength to continue this journey.