Feeling salty, aggravated and jealous

So my fiance had the day off of work last night and I still had to work the evening. He brought our two boys to my parents house as he would usually do before he goes to work at 430pm and then went to his parents house to play pool with family and friends. No big deal.

So I get out of work, pick our boys up and head home at 8. I call him on the ride to home to see what the game plan is in regards to dinner and when he would be home. He says he will be home around 9 to bring me dinner but then he wants to go back to his parents house to play more and see friends and family. I was hesitant because I wanted him home to help me get the boys to sleep. He said he would be home no later than 1030. He kept texting asking if the kids were asleep and I kept telling him no and kept getting increasingly aggravated because he knew I was having trouble but still wasnt coming home to help. I voiced to him that I wanted him home and didn't really want him out that late but that didnt seem to matter.

Well 1030 turned to 11 and then it turned into after this game. So I'm aggravated, irritated and feeling some what jealous. I never get to go out for hours upon hours without one if not both of the boys. I've been incredibly overwhelmed lately and I just need a break and its frustrating watching him to take all the time he wants to do whatever he pleases while I'm home crying trying to get our toddler and infant to sleep at 1030 at night. When I asked him to come home he said I'm making him feel bad for spending time with family and that hes actually enjoying himself.

Now here it is, 1130, and I've been up with the boys by myself all morning while hes asleep. Everytime I get my infant to sleep, my toddler comes running in the room screaming and wakes him up. I've tried waking their father up to come help but I keep getting shrugged off. I want to be salty and petty and just leave the boys here with him for the day while I go out for 6 hours by myself but I cant actually do that 😓😫😣