Does anyone else close their eyes when they wipe for fear of seeing blood?

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I’ve had 3 previous miscarriages over the past 3 years and I’m currently 6w pregnant. I’m probably totally crazy but every time I feel wetness down there or go pee, and then wipe, I close my eyes and then slowly peek at the tissue praying and hoping there is no blood or spotting. 
Please tell me I’m not alone. 😫😂 I’m sure my anxiousness will go away at some point but not right now.

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You are definitely not alone in this. I’ve had 4 miscarriages in the last 8 months and every time I feel any moisture down there I run to the bathroom to check. I’m now 6wk preggo and doing the same thing. Hope for the best for both of us!!

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I don’t look away I look every time and hope there’s no blood. I’ve had two miscarriages in the past seven months. I feel you on this. If I feel something come out I go to the bathroom quickly and right now it’s only been discharge.

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Same for me I’ve had two back to back miscarriages and I’m so nervous I’m constantly checking or anticipating blood 🤦🏻‍♀️😩 trying to stay hopeful

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I’ve lost 4 and 2 in second trimester. I wish I never neeeed to use the bathroom:(:(

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I’ve started trying to visualize white every time I wipe because I kept automatically visualizing red every time and I felt like I didn’t want to keep putting that out there every time I wipe. Now I think of white clouds every time!!! Working so far! Think about what you want, not what you don’t want. Totally empathize with how scary it all is.

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I always look, but I'm always scared to see what color it is!

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Me too :( 3 losses in the last year now preg with fourth

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I’ve had two pregnancies before this and the first I had some bleeding but everything was ok. My second pregnancy ended in an early miscarriage...so yes, I hold my breath every time :(

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I’ve done this from the beginning. Except this time ... there was some blood soooooo here’s hoping everything is ok. My last two pregnancies have had blood too, and one before those ended in a MC. My husband thinks that this may just be how I am but of course you freak out!!!

Does anyone else close their eyes when they wipe for fear of seeing blood?

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