Feeling hurt and confused 😢😪

I’ve cried, I’ve prayed, I’ve waited, and I still don’t understand. We’ve been trying for months. Almost a year now and still nothing. 😥 I fear that I won’t be able to have children. I cry every time that I see my period. It hurts because the one thing I want the most right now I don’t have. You see everyone else with their announcement and congratulations. I’ve tried fertility supplements, and nothing seems to help. I know that there are people who have been trying for years and that really hurts. I’ve cried to myself asking why? What did I do wrong? What am I doing wrong? What can I do? I don’t want to give up hope but I’m tired of being disappointed. I never knew how much this could hurt. I’m scared what if my husband doesn’t want me anymore because I can’t have children. I know that he would never do that but it just scares me. I can’t even afford health care to see what’s wrong and they tell me I make too much money to get free health care. It’s like a lot of odds against me right now. I’m just tired and needed to vent from crying so much.