Pregnant and lost

So I’ve been with my boyfriend for a little over a year, since day one it’s been a really rocky relationship.... he’s mentally abusive and can be physically abusive as well, there were meant times that I died to leave but his manipulation would always seem to pull me back or he would somehow manage to make me feel like I was the one in the wrong. Well recently o became I pregnant, I’m 8 weeks along and he has been so happy and excited, but the problem is he has ISSUES, the only times we are happy is when I’m holding my tongue and not saying how I feel. As soon as I say anything that he doesn’t agree with it turns into a huge fight or altercation. Well now I’ve had ENOUGH and this was the final straw... yesterday I was helping him fill out job applications because he’s been down about having been laid off, so I made him a new email address and applied to amazon for him, he got an interview for the same day, I told him all of that I had to make him a new email and he said “okay”, when we get to the interview he comes storming out after 15 minutes saying that he didn’t know that he had a new email address and he says that I’m causing him to look stupid in his interview, and he wants to leave. So on the way back home he says “I’m going to go to my grandpas house, do you want to stay or go home” and I told him “your grandpa called while you were in your interview and he told me that he will stop by our house later after he’s finished running errands” and he told me that’s not what he asked me and I need to watch my attitude. I couldn’t hold my tongue anymore at this point, I got really upset and started telling him how I felt and told him that he’s acting like a child. This resulted in him spitting at me and calling me stupid bitches and almost crashing my car, I told him that he needed to get out of my car and he choked me to the point where I almost passed out. I drive home and he packed his things and took all of the money that he had saved for us to move (which doesn’t bother me because I have my own money) and told me to get an abortion because I don’t deserve to have his baby. There is seriously something wrong with this LITTLE BOY!